Michelle, today is beautiful. I wish you were here to see the leaves fall. Halloween reminded me of when we all went to the playground and together one time, and we took a bowl of candy and ran away, even though no one was chasing us. I miss you love you everyday. More and more. I'm going to get the tattoo for you tomorrow. In your handwriting - you'd always end the letters you wrote with "poisoned hearts will never change. - Micki<3" I found a necklace you gave me when we were 14, maybe 15. I wear it everyday. You're with me everyday. I know you can see me trying to do better. I'm old woman now, Micki . I just turned 28. Can you believe that? I can't.. Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for allowing me to be in yours. I love you -Ally"bear" <3